My name is Jesse. These are my thoughts shared, hopefully anonymously. You see I am somewhat psychopathic. Or to be medically accurate I posses many characteristics of Anti-Social Personality Disorder or ASPD. I also possess many characteristics of Autism or more accurately, what was formerly labelled Asperger’s.

This would include traits contradicting each condition, such as an inability so understand social interaction for the sake of connection, while being able to fully understand social interactions if needing to utilize for the sake of meeting a goal. I also have very high testosterone and an IQ placing myself amongst the coveted .01% of the population.

If I were to try to sum up what this blog is, it would be a voicing of the ambivalence caused by the combination of my intellect, psychopathy, autism, testosterone and my actual self.